Don't bite..

Maybe we, why don't we..

You know..

You never really know how much you miss a person..

until they don't talk to you anymore.

Then you realize you deserve it because you are pretty much an ass.

Even if you do just want to talk to them to hear them raise their voice like they did oh so often..

or talk about music.

haha or get caught by the police.

good times.

sit right here for half an hour..

I don't see what anyone can see in anyone else..

We both have shiny happy fits of rage...

So today I bought Juno.

I loooooooove Michael Cera. He's so awkward and just idk. I just love him. lol.

But anyways..

I decided that Juno is one of the most depressing movies on the planet.

There is no way that Bleeker actually exists.

With all the deuce bags out there on this planet.. i find it hard to believe that he actually exists.

People don't want to step up to responsibility. I don't know. Just many thoughts I have while watching this movie.

It's cute, great, hilarious, sad, and depressing all at once. lol.

So it pretty much is my favorite.

And I want to meet Ellen Page and marry Michael Cera. =D

I want more fans, You want more stage...

So yeah..

If you just realize what I just realized..

So yeah.

Today was amazing.

:D

Then we'd be perfect for each other..

So yeah..

No one says it like Daniel Powter..

You work at a smile and you go for a ride..

Today was.. well a day.

Paul and I broke up last night. It was really sad.. well on my end.. and i was the one doing the breaking up. I just make myself feel so terrible.. I dont' know why..

lol I'm PMSy just to add to it.

Then on my way home from school.. i got like right in front of my house and my tire exploded. :(

That scared me..

and because I'm PMSy I started crying. lol.

So I ran inside.. and dad and i started arguing so I started crying more.

haha i hate being pmsy.

So then I got even more depressed cuz dad said he'd have to take me to school tomorrow.. and that I'd have to walk to work.. and ride the bus to school on friday.

But then mom got home and saved the day.

She gave me money so dad and i ran into discount tire.. and i got a used tire so now I can drive! :D

Then what really made me cheer up was on the way home.. we drove by a house where a midget was out cleaning their yard. They were pushing a wheelbarrow.. and the handles came up to their shoulders! LMAO! I cracked up forever!

Pretty much made my day.

Now Paul and I are talking n such.. so I'm gonna go.

You had a bad day..

Melted Ice Cream..

If I should die before I wake..

Work wasn't bad..

I got to talk to Addie a lot.
lol I walk into work and the first thing she says was "How did last night go!?"
haha it was great.
Then my favorite Nurse's Aide was working so after I clocked out I went out to the But Hut with her n a resident (the resident was smoking. not Tara). Then we were all just talking. It was pretty fun.
Then I came home n mom, Haley, n I went to Greenville and shopped..
Then yeah.. I've been working on graduation stuff ever since.
I'm bored.
N Paul's not on.
It's quite sad.
Oh n just for the record.. you should be jealous.

My boyfriend is better than yours! :)

Because you took my breath away..

No Air - Jordan Sparks

Gaudy or not?

Oh dear, it's been hardly a moment..

Worked sucked.

It went on forever.

but I got to talk to Addie a lot. That was fun. I get along really well with her.

hahaha and I had heard that Paul's parents were really religious.. so I was really afraid of meeting them.. for the fact that I could say something wrong.. and I didn't want to do that. So I told Bruce (the guy I work with ALL the time) and he said that I couldn't go wrong if I just walked up and was like "God bless you for having me here." LOL! I just laughed forever.

Then I got out of work n Paul picked me up..

And I met his family.
I love his sister Martha. She's pretty cool.

Then we left and went and met up with his friend Kirby.

He's pretty awesome too.

I was pretty much constantly laughing at those 2.

Then we met up with Kirby's girlfriend.. and we double dated.

we couldn't bowl.

haha bowl.

So we hung out in wal-mart.

Yeah we're that cool.

Be jealous. :P

But I'm seriously ready for bed..

so I can wake up and have to go to work again tomorrow.

joy.

I can't wait.. :

And you are already missed..

Lightning in the distance..

Maybe he won't find out what I know..

The school day went by soooooo slow.

Then to make it worse.. the weather was so bad that the school held us there until the weather got better. *sigh* that was fun.

But tonight was so fun.

mhm..

Paul picked me up around 4.. then we booked it to Lansing..

We went to my favorite resteraunt (Friday's!! :D)..

that was fun.
I was afraid he wasn't going to like it since he doesn't like Applebees..

So then after that we went to The Lansing Mall..

And I bought a new bag for school (Paul pretty much picked it out. lol).. then I bought the new AP magazine because Panic is in it.. so is Jim Sturgess.. and Pete Wentz! Lol a ton of my favorite people!

Then Paul ended up buying a Sweeney Todd poster.. cuz that's just how he rolls. lol..

then we drove to the other end of Lansing.. THROUGH THE GHETTO! I was so sure I was going to die.. and Paul was managing to wave to every gangster guy we saw! :-s I was so scared. lol.

So when we got there alive I was quite happy. Then we went and saw Prom Night. I liked it a lot.. Paul didn't.. (shocker right? :P)

Then we got starbucks and walked around the outside mall. That mall was super pretty. I think it's the prettiest mall I've been to. I liked it a lot.

Then we went to the park once we got back home n chilled n listened to music.

And it became about 11:25ish.. and then bright lights were shining in the windows and it was Beck. LOL! He told us to go home pretty much. T'was pretty hilarious.

And so here I am.

My favorite things all in one night!

1)Fridays

2)Shopping

3)Movies

4)Starbucks

5)Paul. :)

You were the last good thing about this part of town..

A mt. dew in english..

We can kick it here for hours..

Tomorrow is Jacob's funeral..

Oh yeah. I didn't post about this.
2 days ago.. so the 8th.. another kid from my school killed himself. :(
And he was a junior.. just like Blaine.
I'm not sure why he did it..

He hung himself.

:(
But new subject..
I actually FINISHED.. like done.. no more teacher telling me to fix this and that.. it's done.. my drawing. haha if you followed that.. then you are good. lol.
Math went swell..
The only thing that kept me going in english was that i brought a mt. dew from home to class with me. If it wasn't for that.. I would've been asleep.
The rest of the day was sooo boring.
Well last hour wasn't so bad. I hung out with Courtney.
Then i came home..
and studied.
It's been fun.. *cough*
But I get to hang out with Paul tomorrow!

Woot to that!

And just mouth off about the world..

Six feet under the stars - All Time Low

Blue raspberry slushies..

And it's you and me and all other people..

I love passing time in school by taking pictures.

It makes my day so much better.

lol especially in art if I get mad.
So that's what I did today.

Then the rest of the day seemed to go by really fast.

I couldn't wait for tonight.

Paul even picked me up early.. how weird is that!? :P
haha But we went and got a pizza.. and took it to the park and ate under the pavillion thinger while it was raining.
T'was much fun.
Then we just kinda hung out there and talked.. forever..
then I got cold so we moved into his car.. and we listend to music.
Then we went to Harold's and I got to meet some of his friends.
They were really nice.
Then we drove around.. and went back to the park...
and he asked me to be his girlfriend.
And I said yes.

:D

And I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you..

Passin notes and gossiping..

I just wanna know that you feel it too..

School went so much better than I expected!

This is what happend hour by hour:

Art 2 - I finally finished my drawing! It took me about 2 weeks but I did it! :D And I love it.

Pre-Calculus - We are working on proofs.. it's seriously simple. I'm amazing at it.

English 12 - We are supposed to be watching a movie.. but it was the day after spring break.. So Amanda, Ashley, Leo and I talked all hour. It was much fun. I missed those 3 sooo much!

Seminar - I have been so lost on this big packet we got that I was in Mr. Summer's class for seminar today.. and will be tomorrow as well. Not fun.

Lunch - Hahahah Leo and I made fun of each other like always. Something about me being a pedophile.. and him loving the bigger ladies.. or men. LOL! T'was a good lunch period.

Advanced Biology - Took notes.. texted back and forth on Ash's phone.. nothing outta the ordinary.

Physical Science - I had to pretty much save my class.. they have no idea what they are doing.. so instead of me getting help on the problems I needed on my packet.. he went over the problems we already went over. I was so mad.

Media Center Aid - I went in and pretty much begged Mrs. Helman to let me use last hour as a study hall and she did. So I worked on my physical science packet more.. and then Ty came up and was working on hw with me while we talked about how much I hate this one girls' voice.. then Courtney came up.. then had to leave beacuse she hates that girl's voice as well. LOL!

After School - I got around and I had work. Wasn't that bad. Tara was working. YAAY! That was fun. I love that girl. lol.

Then mom showed up and gave me money and told me to go to mcdonalds after work.. so I pull in and JAY WAS WORKING! AHHH! I hadn't seen him in forever! So I literally run into McDonalds.. and right when Deedee say me she was like *sigh* "Jason! You have counter!" hahahahah i didn't even have to say anything. So we basically like jumped into each others arms.. and then we were normal Rikki and Jay. lol with all the hugging and singing. hahahahaha. That's one thing I really miss about working at McDonalds! Working with my buddy! :(

Now here I am..

Still trying to figure out my packet..

and failing miserably..

*sigh*

I can't wait for tomorrow.

There is nothing left to hide..

Orange flowers.

But hold your breath..

Well I've come to a decision.

I'm glad I went no where over spring break.

:D

And Ashley is back from Florida..
so we are catching up.
As much as I don't want to learn tomorrow..
I'm really excited for school.
I miss all my friends!
I can't say I didn't have a good time on spring break..
Because I'll miss sleeping in..
and seeing Paul all the time..
But yeah..
I'm seriously dying to see Amanda and Ashley..
So essentially Im dying for english to get here.
I need to have a good long talk with my besties. :P
One more decison I've come to is:
I can't wait for tuesday to get here. :)

Because I pretty much miss him already.
Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you...

Fall for you - Secondhand Serenade

chap stick, chapped lips, and things like chemistry..

Honest, let's make this night last forever..

Paul and I hung out again tonight.

Much fun.

:D

For not having stuff planned

these past 2 dates have been fun.

I can't wait until we hang out again.

I didn't have time to have butterflies this time though.

He pulled in as I was straightening my hair. :P

I was lookin good. LOL!

Yeah.. then he came in and met my sister n my mom..

Then we went and got ice cream.. and there were flowers waiting for me in his car.

Idk. It was just.. pefect? I guess that's the word to describe it.

I had a great time.

But I do have work tomorrow.. and homework..

So I guess that's all you get.

And considering Paul is about the only one that reads this you already know what happend. :P

Forever and ever, let's make this last forever..

First date - Blink - 182

Far away's a far too long..

I like where we are..

I can't wait for tomorrow.

I'm excited.
Just felt like sharing.

:D

When we drive in your car..

here in your arms - Hellogoodbye

We just literally dodged a bullet..

I've got a sickness, you've got the cure..

So Superhero movie was..

oh what's the word..
HILARIOUS!
It kept me laughing through the entire thing!
There was one part in which I was laughing so hard I was crying.
That movie was sweet.
haha Jake laughed through the whole thing too.
I'm glad I got to see my friends today! I missed them a lot!

Amanda called me early this morning and asked if I wanted to go to lunch..

So then I got around and went to go get her at work..
And on my way to go get Amanda.. who do I see?
Paul!
That was fun :)
Then we went to McDonalds and I brought her back to work..
Later I went to the library and worked on taxes. Fun stuff.
Then I went to Jake's and we played guitar hero for quite a while.
That was a ton of fun.
I love that game!
Then we left..
After the movie we went to wendy's.
lol then i dropped him off..
and now i'm here.
I'm bored.

haha story of my life.

You've got the spark I've been lookin' for..

Put up or shut up...

Kisses under starry night skies, talked about in song..

So I awaited tonight completely impatiently.

I was dying.

I'm not going to lie or sugar coat it.

I had the butterflies in my stomach.. I was just really excited.

Paul and I went on a date.

It was a lot of fun.

We went and saw the movie 21.

It was really good. Well at least I thought so. He thought it was iffy.

lol then we went to starbucks where I managed to talk about how I was deformed and he managed to agree with me! LOL!

So I ended up with my frozen drink outside and shivering.

that was a good time. :P

Then we went to a park and swung.. but swinging you can't really talk.

So we sat on a bench and just talked..

and before I knew it... it was dark.

That happens to us a lot.

lol we talk a lot.

Then we sang along to songs on the way home.

A really good time was had and I can't wait to do it again.

Hopefully soon.

:)

we play along, so bitter sweet by our design.

That girl's a straight up hustler - All Time Low

It's too late to make you mine..

And I'm trying to right this wrong..

So tonight at work.. it just wasn't good.

Nothing went right..

my boss was being a douche (shocker).. and I don't know.

There was about 2 different times when I just wanted to sit down and cry.

But then as I was walking down the 100 hall

I saw that my friend Danielle (who is in housekeeping) was still there..

she was there til 7:30 and had to clean the dining room..

So I got to vent to her and I felt a lot better.

But my boss did manage to make me laugh when I first got there..

The residents were in the dining room when I got there.. and they were having an ice cream social..

So I went into my bosses office to ask when they'd be out of there.

He was like "well what are they doing?"

So I told him that they were having an ice cream social..

And his response was "Those bastards."

hahahahaha. It was great.

So I need you to be strong..

Money Honey - State of Shock