Life changes in the blink of an eye..

I think of what you did..

I'm not sure how many of you know this but I live in a town where nothing out of the ordinary ever happens..

We get up, go to school, go home, do homework, go to sleep, and repeat. Every weekday. On the weekends some kids party, work w/e.. then back to school. This is how it has been since I've been born.

I mean I know deaths happen. One of my best friends has lost both of her parents in the time span of 4 years..

But never has a student from our school killed themselves..

It happend to my friends from Central last year I think it was.. and I felt terrible for them and I didn't know how I could stand to deal with that..

Well tonight.. dad came home from work and told me that a guy my age from my school had shot themself. He told me he was from Hubbardston but didn't know his name..

Minutes after that Ash is calling me and telling me that Blaine Butler killed himself.

It was different when this person was nameless.. but Blaine?

I know Blaine. I see him in the hall all the time..

he was happy.. outgoing.. completely outspoken..

He even had a party last night..

What happend to make him shoot himself?

I just don't know what to think.

I'm just shaken up about this.

Maybe I'll call into work.. I just can't deal with this.

It's too weird.

Jake and his mom prayed for his family..

I just don't know what to think..

And How I hope to God he was worth it.