random urge..

Whispers "hello..

So yeah.. it's 1 a.m. but I had a thought just now..

haha cuz that's so different from normal right?

Well I've decided all girls want one thing in life.. if they don't get it they are pretty sad.. but the world moves on..

if they do get it they will forever be the happiest person in the world.

That this is the perfect story book.. right out of hollywood movies romance.

I watch as many romantic movies as the next single teenage girl.. but there is nothing I want more than for Ella Enchanted to be my life story..

minus the doing everything you are told part and almost killing the man of my dreams..

lol but all the rest..

They know they are in love the first day they meet..

must be nice.

Why can't real life just be like it seems on those movies?

Why do the movies have to tease us and be like hahaha look what we can do and you can't? That's a really bitchy thing to do. lol.

It saddens me to know that I'll probably never have that happen to me..

but hey.. it's worth writing it down right?

It got me up off my bed..

and yes.. I was watching Ella Enchanted.. and now The Perfect Man..

hahah gosh do I need a boyfriend. :P

Oh well..

C'est la vie.

ttyl.

I've missed you quite terribly."