Stressed..

They say quitters never win, but we walk the plank on a sinking ship...

that's pretty much how I feel right now to quote a Fallout Boy song. I feel like I am walking the plank on a sinking ship.. I'm going down no matter which way you look at it.

I am normally great in math class. Math is what I know and what I can do, but this chapter.. I don't know. It's killing me. I don't understand, and the more it's being explained to me.. I start to grasp it and then it goes away. I can see my teacher becoming upset because he knows I am smart enough to get it, but he can't figure out a better way to explain it to me. So I feel as though I'm letting him down.

English has just become boring. I can't seem to pay attention when we are just learning the same thing over and over. I just get completely bored and zone out or talk to my best friend Amanda. My teacher gets mad when I talk, and I know I'm a better student than that.. so I feel as though I'm letting him down because he knows I'm a good student but I just can't help but talk. It's either talk or fall asleep.. neither of which my teacher would approve of.

I always have straight A's in my physical science class.. but now we are learning about lenses and mirrors. I'm so completely confused by all of this. My teacher is always turning to me to answer the questions when no one else knows the answer, but now I can't give it to him..

The only class that is going great for me is Art 2.

I don't know.. maybe it's just senioritis kicking in..

I'm just ready to be done with high school.

It's really not a great time to be doubting myself for I am taking the Act tomorrow, and the MME the next 2 days after that.

These should be some interesting test results I get back.

So wish me luck.

I'm going to need it.